Xuan is goin to be elder sister!!

Have mixed feelings about this pregnancy. While we have planned for it, but with the previous miscarriage experience, I also dreaded n keep worrying if this will be a successful pregnancy. In the first trimester, alrdy been scared 3x. =(

#1 - Jux after the test strips start to show positive result, started having cramps. The cramps were similar to those while I was pregnant the second time. Worried that I may have early MC again. When scanned, could only c the thickening linning of the uterus, indicating possible early pregnancy. Dr Khi was quite confident that since the test strip alrdy show positive result, i shld b pregnant. To play safe, was given dusphaston to strengthen the pregnancy. Although was given 2wks mc to rest well, i choose to go back to work as the cramps ceased to be that often n painful the nxt day.

#2 - On my wk 7, while restin at home, started spotting. have not experienced it while having Xuan or even during M/C. immediately went back to the clinic, n was relief to c the blinking of bb's heartbeat during the scan. But there was a blood clot under the waterbag - the reason for the spotting. It is not confirmed of why it formed. may b bcos the sac did not attached properly to the utereus, leaving some gap in between. Thus when too much of movement will caused friction, n thus bleeding. So more rest n increased dosage of dusphaston is given....

#3 - Wk 8. Ordered city satay delivery. Ate about 10pcs of the ready to eat satay. feel a little weird.. tot was bcos of naseau acting up. so went to lie down n rest. But after a couple of hrs later, started to throw everything out. Much worse than my usual bout... Vomit with so much force that my tummy hurts. n the throat sting from the yellow bile acid. wasnt sure the vomit was due to food poisoning or the MS... so decided to rest at home n give it a nite to monitor... wasnt able to get any fluid in. After drinking water, ribena, milo, etc, within a few seconds, all come out. n even more yellow bile follows.... Continue till the next day, GB was worried n applied time off from his work to come back n bring me to c the gynea. Given drip and after observation at the clinic, went back home to rest.
Despite my physical condition... bb was still growing well.. water in the waterbag is also sufficient.

As for Xuan response to this pregnancy... hmmm... many asked if she was more sticky. Tat v hard to say, cos she was alrdy very sticky to me way before i conceived.... So could only say she remain as such. =p